Bump In The Road

Last night I had a HUGE meltdown about the wedding.  Nothing seems to be as I imagined it to be.  Everyone is pulling me in different directions and I can't get through the mess of demands to find what I really want.  My frustrations peaked at bedtime and ended up crying to Jimmy how I this isn't any fun and how I just want to be with him and forget the wedding.

Well this afternoon I came to my senses and decided to tackle this issue.  After work during my phone conversation to Jimmy I told him that I was sorry about how I acted and that we needed to sit down at some point, just the two of us, and hash out what we really want with this wedding. Not taking into account what anyone else has mentioned.  Just what our must-haves are, and then we can try to work in other things to make everyone else pleased if we can.  I'm just not willing to sacrifice our wedding in attempt to satisfy others' wants when I'll be left with someone else's wedding and me in a dress saying, "where am I, and what is all this?"